accepted an offer as Quality Control Engineer in a company at Woodlands, most probably starting work next Thursday 10 Sept. have to sign a LOP with NTU first before i can know the details of the job, including pay and benefits. but whatever, i think the job is good, so i didnt really care. kind of anticipating the start of my working life, but seems like there is a lot of things i have to learn. not just about work, but in dealing with my time.

i understand that you are sad and that you would like my company when you are down, just to offer comfort and encouragement. but these things take time, and a bit of luck. and i cant be there for you all the time. not as if you don't know me. i hate the loss of my free time, and my freedom to plan my time. i am not someone who likes being stuck to, i will get irritated, and i will make sure my displeasure is known. never wanted to make you sadder when you are already upset. but it really makes my life unbearable.

她们说，这段时间会很难熬。果然并没有说错。想牵着你手一起走这段旅程的同时，却因为感到束缚，也同时想把你推开。找回遗失的自由潇洒。